Trapped

Assalamualaikum !

i feel sooo sad lately. 

i dont know why .

sedih dengan diri sendiri yang xmampu penuhi kehendak diri sendiri .

yeah. i still trap in my very own mind. 

trap in kind of dont know what i am suppose to do to satisfy myself .

these quest and statement are always crossed in my mind :

1. sedihnya . tapi apa yang aku sedihkan? # infact nothing happen to me that makes me feel sad . 

2. i feel so bad . # semua benda buat asyik xkena ja

3. how i wish i could be in that way instead of that way # mess me much

4. what actually i want? #somebody please tell me 

5. why i cant be the person that used to be previously? # many of my friends tell that im not myself

6. stress nyiaaa # out of the blue

7. can someone describe my feeling? because me myself cant define # this is real bad .

8. honestly my self-esteem is getting lower and lower and lower # i dont want that

9. why should i think of such a silly things # makes me looks so sloppy

10. could u please lend me your ears? 

so. just now i wrote down what actually i feel . lega sikit. sikit ja.

i dont know. maybe i just lose my Iman. Ya Allah. please give me strength. 

i just dont know what i want and what should i want and even what i think .

feel like im trapped in my very own mind . stucking there and nobody could reach me.

O Allah, give me some strength and please gimme chance to grab Iman into my life.
obviously , i am lack of Iman . :( so sad .

Adobe photoshop

Assalamualaikum !

hahhh

tengok sini

nampak x? *ok soklan bangang, -,-''

harini saya try utk bt gambo pasport sendiri

hahahha

save duit disitu..

first time guna photoshop adobe nih, errr.. adobe photoshop .

mmg xreti, dah berhabuk dah adobe ni dok dlm laptop sbb xpenah guna. cm complicated je ~.~

tapi ... memang pon .

so, haritu ternampak lah roomate sy bt menatang nih, ada ke patut org mahal2 g kdai gambo pstu bayar rm 14 utk 8 keping gamba, dia free2 je dpt.. ini tidak adil !

so, inisiatif ini sy ambil dgn belaja sensorg tnpa pengetahuan org *tp skg da bgtau* 

susah gak sbb xdak guider.. hantam kromo saja lah labu..

mmg nk crop muka sja tu , mak bapakk.. susah habaq hang... 

lepas tu da siap jadi la cmni.............................

masih terjelas crop tu. xpndai nk menipu..

tp ok la kot.. :p

so, bagi sesiapa yg nak dpt kn perkhidmatan bt gamba paspot sndri, sila e-mail or hanta surat kpd sy okayy..

ok. ?

tipu.

tapi klo nk boleh jugakk.... ^______^

bye !

tiba tiba

kau .

gembira bila aku hilang ,
gembira bila aku tiada,

#senyum

kau .

tidak rasa terbeban
tidak rasa terkongkong

aku .

sentiasa bersedih
sentiasa menangisi
seperti budak kelaparan susu

sudahlah.

Assalamualaikum :)

kadang - kadang suka jugak

assalamualaikum.

kadang kadang suka jugak ambik gamba edit banyak2 pastu simpan dlm folder biar lapuk ditelan zaman. motif??

bak kata Yuyu Zulaikha : selca #

annoying kan aku ? 

bye. (: